Theology Dilemma

I am a thinker. I am an observer. I think alot and try to tie reasons and explanations for things. I try to formulate logical and rational reasons and philosophies to understand and comprehend life, things that happens and whatever I observe.

There are so many things that I observe that amaze me like why is it that humans relate well to people of like character or personality yet fall in love (generally) with people of opposite character or personality? Another thing is theology. The more I try to think and try to understand or comprehend theology, the more questions formulate in my mind and I cannot formulate, nor can I find any answer that satisfies me, that quenches my thirst, and it frustrates me so much sometimes.

Yet at the same time, it is these things that I cannot comprehend that intrigues me and makes me want to understand even more. A split? A dilemma? Maybe. But I will continue to observe things in life, to think and attempt to understand and comprehend as much as I can, yet at the same time, admit of the divineness and sovereignty of God and that I can never fully comprehend Him. More than that, I acknowledge that He is sovereign and mighty and great that we cannot comprehend Him, as with what the Scripture say, yet still a personal and loving God. What a journey of the mind! Sounds fun!